If I am being a poor steward? then guilty as charged. I need a break from the confines of my semi. Want a real bed, quality sleep, shower. Getting a motel....

It's nice not to have to worry if I have 1-4 flat tires on my car when I finally see it again. Glad I took time and $$ last time :)

Meditation By Lunar Glow

0350 EST, Sunrise, FL.... I did it! Home for Saturday and Sunday. Moon is nearly full. Sky is pink with strata clouds.

Meditating to "Inner Peace"...that new piano cd. This is the same one that made me weep earlier today. The other 3 cds failed to touch my Inner Being so profoundly.

Windows down, lights off....sitting parked in my semi in front of the warehouse where I delivered. The cul-de-sac is full, all 5 spaces occupied. Maybe a driver will leave in the morning and I can switch locations?

I want to get a motel room soooooo bad.... I feel so bound up and cloistered in here. But, both girls needed over $150 each....so much for a motel room. I also yearn to snuggle with Addy. I need a hug soooo bad...he is such a loving cuddle....run my fingers through his hair,,,and just let down my guard.

However, even on "Time Off" I will sleep in my truck I guess. This is getting old...and making me feel old too. This bad spell is running my "happy go lucky" batteries into sulfate stage :-/

Gonna totally trust myself to the music, let my pain, hurts, longings, and thoughts go out to sea on melodies so beautiful they haunt my soul and pull my loving, yearning side out into the open for to be vulnerable.

Have a great weekend.
Jan

~ J ~
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