BIRMINGHAM FLAT OUT SUCKS AT 5PM.... at least in LA and Chicago etc there' s lots of lanes to dodge BLOOMING IDIOTS ON! Malfunction Junction

Home? Wherever I Hang My Keys.....

GRIDLOCK a mere 50 miles from my landing place for tonite- my parents house on the Warrior River. I'm tired, will be glad to stop fighting the road tonite. Ahh

what is playing?"

"Better Than Me" by Hinder

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
And guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be


I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered what it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this

You deserve much better than me


While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took that you were lookin' for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall, you and me in the dressing room


I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered what it feels like beside you


I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes


And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me


The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend


I won't think about you when I'm older
'Cause we never really had our closure


This can't be the end






I really miss your hair in my face

And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this


You deserve much better than me




I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this


You deserve much better than me






And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
And I think you should know this


You deserve much better than me






And I think you should know this


You deserve much better than me


And I think you should know this

He Made Me Smile, That Angel- unawares

Here ya go....  I woke up with a song in my heart,,, bubbling up as I whistled my way into the rest area bathrooms to freshen up....

As I came out and older gentleman waited by the door for me.  Asked me about trucking, all the usual, non-imaginative questions.

_Upon parting, he said, "Well, I wish you luck, My Lady."

If I wasn't smiling before we met? 

I AM NOW!!  =D

~J~

trying to add photo album links?

Pike's Peak Highlights from Oct. 22-25, 2010

Reunion, Reconcilliation, Reconnect

singing "Celebrate Good Times, C'mon! Let's Have a Celebration!"

Not sure how to ensure my privacy, and still share the albums?

Esp want to keep the blog "private" by invitation only....

????

Jan

I Can't Believe How Dumb Men Can Be..... (laughing)

HOW OBTUSE CAN A FELLOW BE??????? read below,,,, don't eat or drink though, you may choke!

This internet dude ,,,, we have talked 3 times on Instant Messenger,,,,

ok, Mr. GQ,,, I am "impressed" by your website shopping abilities ;)

he just requested,,, rather FERVENTLY ,, for me to  "come live in his 4 bedroom, 2 bath apartment, (with swimming pool he was quick to add!)   ,,,, he has 2 cars and a Hummer Jeep...."

all while he goes to Iraq tomorrow until December as an Army Captain,,

awwwwww poor baby!

at least he can "almost" write, spell, use words correctly. This is not the guy that called me "mature" and a "Cougar"....  I blocked him already when he wrote in IM he would sure work me over on the dance floor and beat me at anything I try to do.  He can taking a #&#%@&# LEAP OVER THE MOON!

Army boy with the 9yr old little girl, her mum died giving birth to her, is gonna ask a stranger like me to come to KS TONITE,, (got to be tonite)  and stay,, no charge, in his apartment???

AIYIYIYIIYI

This is all I attract????

PHHHLLLBBBT!!!
I said I like to dance. He grilled me, SO! You can can dance? What type of dance?? 

I asked him how many beers have we had? He said "just one".. so I said, "Well then, it must be the pee pee dance"....  Cuz he was wanting to show me up, LOL....

(((Yes, I DO dance,,, in the Everglades, in my living room in the dark, on the beach at the new moon,, etc....  I didn't say I took lessons or that I compete like Angel does in Ballroom dancing, LOL... Same as my singing!!!!  I do it to please myself and GOD... as expressions from within me.... NOT some structured mumbo jumbo....  I never was good at that,,, two left feet,,,hmmmmm  )))
He has to get with the program to follow my humor though.... his English speaking dictionary can't keep up.(I'm convinced he is an internet scam artist from the Middle East or Africa).

Now he says, "See wish you were in my home to cook, Or maybe you can't cook?"

My reply? "The dog never complained."

So I asked what he had for dinner since he didn't like it that I had Subway?   He says, "chicken and chips".  I ask if he will cook for two?  I said I will let him spoil me, let me relax and enjoy  watching  him ...

I am such a flirt,, lol... (I am TERRIBLE at it,, I'm just kidding, REALLY!)

all while fending off text messages at midnight from SoFL and the guy that has a crush on me, that JUST DOESN"T GET IT that I am not interested!!!

WHERE ARE THE "REAL MEN"????? Please, stand up!

(this IM dude DOES make me laugh,, so far.)

Chilling out to Night Jazz and Classical from some college campus. Helps me relax :)

Well, g'nite,,, I've laughed myself silly...
Jan M. Olsen
~J~