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I shall be at peace when the lion within can lie down with the lamb.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

All Work? Nope, None At All

If I did not already make it a personal habit to find the silver lining with every cloud? Or if I didn't know how to roll with the flow?

Adapt?   Entertain myself with Creation and Divine Opportunities?

This work week, or negligent lack thereof would have been on my last good nerve!

Available since 10pm Monday, as agreed,  only 330 mile so far.Say What?!?!

Yeppers, dutifully drove to Miami overnight, 2 hours early to delivery.  If I had a driver manager worth his salt?  There would have been a pre-plan to keep me rolling the rest of my DOT duty hours.

By the time Joe bothered to look???  I'm out of hours.

Cest la vie!  I need the miles and money.  Got alot of people to give the money to.  It's coming up on the holidays,,, I won't need a penny,, but I have plans of making sure no one in my sphere goes hungry or wanting.

Also, decided.  I am working THROUGH the holidays.  Fed up with no address.  LOL.. I went to my P.O.Box,, which still hasn't gotten in my replacement keys,, and I had to look my number up,,, I don't even use it enough to memorize it. Why am I bothering?

So,, got my errands done.  Moved my boat from the $145 a month parking spot to a $75 spot. Grrrrr.... no fresh water down here anyway.

Mail, went by the church.  Spent an hour in prayer alone,,, alot of great progress there.  It's gonna be quieter,,, it just is.

Spent another hour with the secretary Rachel Hattabaugh.  Showed her my trip pix and set up to join the elders in a computer and internet class.
While there,, the assistant pastor popped out, he recognized my voice,, and came out just to greet me.  That was cool.

He is new,, and frankly,, I don't "connect" easily with him.. He's a great guy, I guess.  Trying too hard.   He got all up in my space,, followed me to the ladies room and when I turned he was close enough  I coulda popped him. That is waaaaay toooo close to be all up  in my proximity when I don't know or trust you.... Send your wife next time!

Anyway,, I shared my testimony of my reunion with Alisha. Then moved on.

Went to Walmart and ordered prints of the trip for my parents and brother.. another expense. Get with the internet, peeps.

Got the day off, it appears... so ,,, I am not to be dismayed,,, have driven to Hollywood,, about to get into the ocean,,,, get my sun and fun,, and pray,, GOD PLEASE, SIR,,, PLEEEAASE,,,, please ,, please??? Lower that fever, pain and my BP for even a few hours???

PLEASE???? Let me breathe for pete's sake.    Just a few hours,, is that too much to ask to not be in pain?? To not put on a happy face, but instead really be smiling through my eyes, not through the pain????

WHATEVER!!

Glad to be at the beach on a Thursday,, it's already rained,, I am almost alone.. will watch moonrise,, then go to the church, help with  the Primetimers,, then go drive to Orlando,,,

Love clouds,,, they have animals in them,, and silver linings.. The only work going on here??? Is to relax!

Thankful for what presents itself,
Jan M. Olsen
~J~

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