*** SIDE NOTE... I know... I KNOW!! I really shouldn't TURN THE FULL HEAT OF MY SMILE onto anyone,,, LOL... couldnt resist though,,,, I fired it up on Sami at Chick-Fil-A.... Poor dude,, DIDNT STAND A CHANCE, lol. He was a stammering mess. HOW FUNNY! I kinda like doing that every now and then,,,, JUST TO MESS WITH PEOPLE! (ROFL)
EXTREMELY.......
VERY EXTREMELY CONFLICTED .....
very - - VERY *VERY* BOUND UP INSIDE....
Feeling a CRUSHING WEIGHT square in my CHEST and CORE BEING!
omw....may HAVE TO DANCE after all ....
when i FINALLY get back to Jax???!!!
i know thats a heavy industrial area....Bet i could find a dark service road and go DANCE my guts out before I BLOW MY BRAINS OUT or screw up somewhere???
FRIDAYS....HEY at leasst I dont have a home.... FRIDAY tends to be "jusst another day"..... that FRIDAY FEELING aint hit me like this since the Perseids.
YIKES!
collateral damage is LIKELY
being "back home"??? i know which radio stations play what,,, and if i cave to an OLD DESTRUCTIVE HABIT OR TWO OR THREE????
IKNOW WHERE I CAN GO AND FIND JUST ABOUT ANYTHING THAT gets me through the night.....
C MON SUNSHINE!!
~ J ~
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Essence
I shall be at peace when the lion within can lie down with the lamb.
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